I actually got a comment on when I realeased my channel scedule that he has followed me forever, and he things the awkwardness is kinda funny, and it makes it more real, and hoped that I would not get too polished. I reassured him that it would never happen, I am an awakwrd person in real life as well xD that wont change on camera, I might become more comfortable in front of a camera, but awkward is my personality. xD